Getting Used to Goodbye

I’m just getting used to goodbye

I try my best when I’m with you

So when you leave, I have no regret

Not too close, but not too far either

I just want my love reach to you at sufficient level

Sufficient level that make me safe even if in the future you hurt me I still sane to keep myself alive

So when you leave, I don’t need a long time to heal the scar that you give

I do this for myself

I do all this things for protect myself for certain pain in the future

The certain pain in the future that comes from you

I’m not a newbie in this “hurt” subject

I’m not a fool to dip in same mistake twice

I’m not stupid to believe that someone will take care my feelings so well than I am

This is not the first and second time

I’m just getting used to goodbye

I know you will be with me temporary

I don’t have confidence to make you stay in my side for a long time

So forgive me if you think I’m not so in to you

I’m so used to goodbye