In the future, when I take a look at my past I will feel relieved

In the future, when I take a look at my past I will feel relieved

I feel relieved because I take courage to ask

I take courage to ask about something uncertain

I take courage to ask something that bothering my mind

It doesn’t mean that I’m impatient, I already spending my time waiting but there is no answer

I already used up my patience for waiting and I can’t take it no more

I have to ask for a certain answer

Bad answer or good answer, at least there is an answer

The answer can comfort my mind and let me focus to another thing

The answer can make me feel better even I know I get rejected

At least I know I get rejected and move on

With getting rejected I believe there is a new chance somewhere and I have to search that chance

And I’m not wasting my time waiting for something that uncertain

I know something that certain in this world is uncertainty

But until when you have to waiting for something uncertain?

I wish someone can make standard about how long a person should waiting for answer

So another people that waiting for an answer can wait in comfortable because they know when the answer will come